A Companion

A Companion

can u peep in my heart,
can u look inside,
i need some light in this dark,
can u walk by my side?

i dont ask much,
i know u cant give,
i know my limitations,
within which i should live!

memories are a funny thing,
a companion on track,
friend of a heart broken man,
a support to his back..

so r ur memories to me,
a precious collection,
i just play it in my mind,
when my mood needs correction..

i hope this doesnt bother u,
for ur memories r mine,
i wont allow u to take it,
for me they r sublime...

i know u r out of my reach,
and i lie below,
dont worry i will never breach,
the life of urs as u know..!!

The Magical Compass

Far away in the lands of emptyness,
where the roads were like mazes,
i had been caught,
i waited and waited to my land to be brought.
When my patience got drained,
and no one to my rescue came,
i took out my magical compass,
which was then the only thing i could trust.
And i said,
" o! compass with heavenly powers,
guided by the one who lives above the tallest towers,
from these roads which every metre bends,
show me the place of my very best friend."
And a sound came,
"Follow the needle as it moves,
sometimes through desert sometime through blues,
just think about your friend as you go,
else the needle would not show".
And the needle started rotating,
with which my fear began evaporating,
its my this friend about whom i always think,
so it was not difficult to fulfill that thing.
Crossing through mountains,
and the everlasting deserts,
i felt happy going through difficulties those,
because my friend was getting close.
Finally after many years i saw civilization,
but my heart still didnt feel the happy sensation,
it still felt lonely and tensed,
without the presence of my very best friend.
Now when my journey was going to end,
i could not wait to see my friend,
but now i noticed that all these years i had aged,
and this journey had made me frail.
now it seemed my end was near,
but i had no fear,
for now i just wanted to die near mate,
so i hurried without any wait.
Suddenly the needle stopped rotating,
and started fluctuating,
which meant my friend was close,
and this joy made me jump on my toes.
I looked around in the crowd,
and called her name as loud as i could shout,
you turned around and saw me,
that magical smile of yours i could see,
i ran towards you with all my vigour,
and then the death pulled its trigger,
i fell down with my knees bent,
and my eyes looked at you as my life went.
But my wish of seeing you was granted,
so no complain to god i chanted,
just one thing that did not turn my way,
there was something deep in my heart that i could not say.

I Am Alone

I remember the day we met,
I can never forget, I bet,
you were standing at a distance,
i was so tense,
i tried to go and talk to you,
but when i reached my heart blew,
memories! how funny they are,
makes you smile when your hearts torn apart,
now after you are gone,
i know how much without you i am alone,
come back! come back to me!
you are the one my eyes want to see,
dont go so far,
my heart is feeling so sour,
oh! without you i will die,
please! dont say goodbye!

Now after you are gone,
i know how much without you i am alone,
tears are falling down,
and oh! my hearts getting drown,
please, please come back,
without you i am feeling so trapped,
please make me feel free,
take me under the shade of your tree.

Now after you are gone,
i know how much without you i am alone,
for countless nights i have been crying,
but to persuade you still i am trying,
thoughts of yours are the reason i am still alive,
and yes! like a warrior i will strive,
i will fight and fight,
just to be satisfied that i tried.

You And Me

Standing in a group of friends,
do you ever feel alone,
feel sad and broken,
even though everyone is known.

Thats the state of heart,
i am going through,
searching for your face,
above in the skies blue.

Where are you,
why dont you come near me,
love for me in your eyes,
is what i want to see.

I am incomplete without you,
please walk beside me,
lifes a difficult road,
if you dont stand by me.

Would you never be mine,
i am just thinking,
and wi9th onset of this thought,
i can feel my heart sinking.

I hope this will never be true,
and you will be mine,
you and me together like a star,
forever will shine.

Last Thing To Say

Today I am lacking words,
it seems now my heart will burst,
I do want to say something,
but my tongue is not getting to say anything,
I ask myself shoul I speak,
but then i think why am i feeling so weak,
i feel bad, i feel guilty,
thoughts of my deeds, passing my mind speedly,
why i did that, i ask myself,
and i take out a paper from my bookshelf,
and i am writing, writing this,
you understand me is what i only wish,
i too have a reaason for what i have done,
but by saying this from my mistake i cant run,
so i take the responsibility,
and i accept my lack of sensibility,
punish me if you think thats right,
to persuade you atleast i tried,
and the last thing i would just want to say,
please accept my sorry, i pray! i pray!

Hidden Uncertainity

You go to market for things people buy,
you dont find something,it makes you mad,
but uncertainity is something for which you never cry.
Walking back to home you are very sad,
whats certainity that you will reach home,
and not to the dead bodys dome.
You think something in your life you want to do,
you even oppose your mom and dad,
but are you certain where will you go?
You love someone more than self,
only thing you want to do is to be with her,
but are you certain she is not a cheater.
You are alive full and fine,
sitting on the chair having a peg of wine,
but still exists thousand ways to say you bye,
and at the very moment you can die.
Everything in this world you can see,
is full of hidden uncertainity.

Thoughtful Study

I am sitting,
with my books open,
wandering in some other world,
and looking at watch every second.

Smile comes on my face,
having those memorable thoughts,
of the childhood i had,
when in this worldly net I was not caught.

The image gets a flip over,
after some time or so,
but the smile remains on face,
it will never go.

Sometime a story or poem pops up,
and the mind gets entangeled in those,
i keep joining the chains,
until to the end i am close.

And then i realise,
that I had to study,
But i couldnt control the wings of my thoughts,
which kept flying like a birdy.

This time its my friends,
playful scenes come in,
of the fun we had together,
in my mind still can be seen.

Those fights and love,
kicking and slaps,
party and games,
each scene a beautiful snap.

Now I am the chose one,
to save this earth,
showing signs of heavenly powers,
since my birth.

I fight with demons,
of this world,
I can breathe underwater,
and can fly like a bird.

Oh! the time has passed,
the books are now closed,
like everyday for some timepass,
this poem I wrote !